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To look life in the face, always, to look life in the face. And to know it for what it is. At last to know it, to love it for what it is, and then, to put it away.

Monday, December 1, 2008

Turned into something that i am not

一再重看昨天的post,作践自己是全世界最笨的事,但还是做了。值得吗?不值得。后悔吗?不至于。只是知道对不起自己。

每当回想起那晚的“放浪形骸”,第一个念头是:“天啊!我还有这一天”。清楚意识到当晚我把自己当成了发馊的秽物,something that people threw. Low self-esteem day.

I guess we all had it before, just that i wished that i've treated myself better.

现在脑海里只有Radiohead's High And Dry, 身体脑袋都有点虚脱的感觉。

6 comments:

Norven said...

aww man.. there will always be days when we feel eff-up. i guess it's kinda hard NOT to keep replaying the awful piece of memory again and again - hmm but at least it's not the worst thing that could have happened?

Anonymous said...

了解你那种想放纵的感觉
也了解事后觉得自己很犯贱的感觉
或许是一种学习珍惜自己的方法

tehkahyeim said...

Hahaha my bella, do you actually start missing Maurizio or Matteo? Looks like you are still haunted by the sweetest memory in Italy :p

Well no human is perfect, it's better to screw up once in a while than being under pressure to be the goodie goodie type ... isn't that the way we learn to be a better person?:)

Justine 林诗琬 said...

to norven,

ya it was a really bad day hahaha..but i've got over it :) Looking forward to the bright future now :)

Justine 林诗琬 said...

To Flora,

I've learnt my lessons, trust me hahaha..

Justine 林诗琬 said...

To Kah Yeim,

Come on! Missing Maurizio?? seriously?? haha..

I did screw up and i've learnt. I need to take care of myself more sometimes. And now i know (and everyone knows) i am not really those goodie goodie type!! hahaha..